I’ve just broken through a 3-day writing slump. For three solid days I couldn’t write a cohesive sentence to save my life, which thank God, was never threatened.
Last week I committed to a writing project that I’m very excited about. I also committed to work with a mentor to (finally!) dust off a project that stalled out a few years ago. These two writing decisions brought me a brief episode of euphoria. I re-worked my schedule to accommodate them and bellied-up to the keyboard ready for adventure.
And you know what happened?
Doubt.
Suddenly, I was hammered by it.
All the voices in my head formed a choir that serenaded me day and night. “You’re no good, you’re no good, you’re no good. Baby you’re no good!”
And you know what I did?
I believed them. In fact, I helped them build a case against me. I remembered every rejection, tough critique and bad grade I ever received. It’s amazing how the mind works. I forget why I walked into the garage, but can recall with perfect clarity every criticism that’s come my way.
For the past 24 hours I thought of all the ways I could graciously wiggle out of my writing projects. After all, “I’m no good!”
Then, I decided to fight back. I put my pen to the pages of my prayer journal and cried out for help. I asked for renewed passion and for a little inspiration to get me over the hump.
And you know what happened?
I sat down and wrote. And wrote. And wrote.
The words flowed effortlessly and landed on the page as though they belonged there. I wrote thousands of words including a chapter, an outline and a couple of blog posts. Tomorrow I’ll finish my submission for the Inspire Forgiveness anthology.
The euphoria is back! I just needed to pray and write.
So far, the only thing that has worked for me is prayer. I just try to remember why I’m doing this and who it’s for. All the glory goes to Him.
I agree, prayer is key!
The only antidote to those nasty voices is the word of God and prayer. I hear the same words after every rejection: You can’t write. It’s a fluke you got published. They’ll find out the truth.
You did well, Beth, to silence them. Good job!
Thanks Jane! I’ve read your book. It’s not a fluke!
Sooner or later I think doubt comes to even the best writers. That feeling of “am I really any good” or “what makes me think I can write” is inevitable. Plus the writer’s world is full of rejection slips and opinions about what he/she has written. One negative response can erase ten positive comments. Plus we writers tend to be hyper-critical of ourselves, anyway. Of course, prayer is the key element for recovery, but I also keep a little affirmation folder. It may sound corny but every time I receive positive feedback on something I’ve written (from someone other than my mother), I highlight the pertinent comments and put them in a folder. It’s amazing how my writer’s block changes once I turn it over to God and open my little folder.
Great idea, Barbara! I’m going to start an affirmations folder. I’m also going to affirm all my writing friends so they can add encouragement to their folders if they have one.
I write positive comments I’ve received on a 3 x 5 card and post it on my bulletin board above my writing desk. I can read and reread them to help with the negative.
Great idea! I keep scriptures posted nearby, but adding affirmations would be helpful.
Such a great article! Very encouraging. Thanks for sharing!!
Thanks Meredith!
Hi Elizabeth,
When I feel doubt, I pray over my daily “mission statement” or life purpose, which is:
“My purpose today is to write one blog post that brings light to a dark world. I will address a specific problem, and encourage readers to turn to God for peace, healing, power, and joy. I will share how God is alive in my life…I will spread the good news!”
This really helps me move past my doubts and insecurities, and focus on what God wants me to do today 🙂
Blessings,
Laurie
Thanks Laurie, what a great idea! It’s so easy to lose sight of our mission statement when faced with doubt. I like your prayerful approach to keeping it at the forefront.